#failure

3/21/2022 Dear Lord, It's been 1month since I left the company. Kanina nakarecieved ako ng email galing sa isa kong in-apply-an... "We regret to inform you...blah blah blah". Sanay na naman ako pero nalulungkot pa din ako. Pakiramdam ko paliit ng paliit ang opportunity ko. Iniisip ko nalang na ba...

My path has never been clear. I’ve waited for so many sign even when some have been in front of me. Failing in love has been my biggest regrets. I’ve waited for friends to give me their indirect permission to be happy and I’ve wasted my time thinking their approval would be what I need…

I know that everything is going to be OK in the end, but at the moment it’s not. I’m sad, angry, lonely, jobless and broke. I’m sad because I miss the sea. The sea is so beautiful and vast. It calms me and it gives me energy. I love the freshness, the sound of crashing…

If you've followed along so far, you know what's going on.  I am getting better.  I haven't had alcohol or any substance, with the exception of nicotine, in over two weeks.  My mind is finally clear.  The detox symptoms have begun to subside, and I am happy to say that I am able to get…

I'm 29 now and feel more jaded than ever. I had a man who loved me to the moon And back and would literally do anything for me. I ended it because I didn't love him. How the fuck couldn't I love him? Now I've got a new man and I should be all butterflies…