#fears

I just slept eight hours. When I first quit smoking, I would have the most vivid dreams and remember every detail. Just now, I remember dreaming but I can’t recall everything. I just remember a girl in my dream, asking me if I smoked and me telling her I was unsure. We were in my…

So fifteen years ago I had a severe breakdown, was hospitalised and diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. In the last fifteen years I have clawed my back to the light; to a common reality; to a place where I feel vaguely connected to the people around me. I'm still working on this. I am a lot&he...