Recent Entries

• A Return

  June 14, 2018

  This is the strangest thing. Me and my boyfriend are on the rocks. I'm resisting the bottle of vodka sitting on the table in front of me, which perhaps represents some kind of personal growth, and instead messaged a guy I knew years ago who still rattles into my head at times like this. Nothing&h...

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• Time Lag

  January 28, 2014

   Old words resurface on a screen, in through my eyes and out the other side. It seems nothing happens when I think it happens, there is a time lag, sentiments expressed perfectly seem not to bear fruit during the summer and wait until  winter cold as ice creeps   in and freezes eve...

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• Tarot Cards

  January 28, 2014

  I am sure that my tarot cards smiled at me. I am sure that they heard my single question: "tell me the truth" and rushed out into the great unknown void of future on scouting missions to asertain the liklihood of happiness for me. My friend read them for me, she placed them on a…

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• Hate

  May 7, 2013

   Your love was like a blackened cage a spider web of deceit  and rage, you lied so much you lost the truth and now you're left alone.   The sick dripped off your tongue in words which twisted ripped and curdled, you eat the truth and spit it out like sharpened teeth you snarl and&h...

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• Macdonalds

  December 6, 2012

  Life occurs everyday. For me and the people around me who move in lines through train stations and walk across roads at green lights, there will never be any more than this neon lighted walk to existance in a mcdonalds drinking coffee at 6am. Bleary eyes make conversation diffecult so they huddle...

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• Missing you.

  September 25, 2012

  Rain falls flickering across street lights, your face flashes across my vision and a searing heat burns my chest as I remember your eyes, so bright, and your smile as you lay on me, together and one warm and right, so simple and yet now so so difficult  to remember  without crying. 

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• Dead Poets Society

  June 27, 2012

  There is hope, hope in a film we catch unexpectedly which lifts us and makes us think again in the manner we wish to be thinking. Dead Poets Society. I missed the start but what I saw resonated and made me realise that there is so much more. So much more than my cluttered mind,…

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• Decision

  June 26, 2012

  There is a struggle occuring there is a wAR being waged and it is so inbuilt and so below the radar that . when the red rises we don't recognise that blood has been lost. We vassilate and we are rocked and we ride the storm that has been raging since before we were born.…

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• Illnesss

  June 26, 2012

  Illness, like the word it creeps beneath my veins. Like a snake it crawls. There is nothing I can do to prevent the insidious creeping of this sick twisted fucked up concept, So I drink. So I drink red wine and pinot grigio when the red wine fails. There is a need to accomodate, there…

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