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01/06/2020

June 1, 2020
Another summer day. Off work so headed out into the park to catch some rays. Symptoms came back a little bit though, kinda terrified the crap outta me and meant that I started thinking along stupid lines again. It was triggered by what I was listening to- I'm currently working through a lecture s...
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