#fomo

So my birthday was spent with a guy I met while dancing at a band event. He seemed cool and easy going. but he was really touchy: caressing my legs, putting his arm around me. He wanted alot of intimacy from me Day one- something that felt unnatural. I think in the midst of my…

I am still trying to process how I am feeling about being out on Devil's Slide yesterday A & B would be meeting me at the parking lot and we'd schlep stuff up the hill.  I didn't go to ride out, for many reasons, but mainly because I wanted to make sure I avoided the…

This weekend is the weekend that starts the big AIDS Lifecycle adventure.  One that I have been involved with since 2015. Tomorrow is Day 0 or Orientation Day and Sunday is Ride Out It's no secret that last year's ride for me was not cool whatsoever. I will admit that there were moments of pure&h...