#friendship

I put argan oil in my hair today.  It's meant to nourish and restore your hair back to original glory, whatever that means.  Like most of the stuff I buy, I got this from a cheap superstore that also stocks products such as ‘Chanel’ tea sets and hijabs for your cat, so naturally, this must…

23:04 have a lot of thoughts and feelings going on. i feel like i don’t have many people. like friends. like yes n is my friend. and then d is n’s boyfriend so that makes us friends. and then there’s a who is their flat mate. so we aren’t really classed as friends. and k…

I hung out with my roommates girl friend and watched the new Downton Abbey movie (which we call DowntAn, because everyone is tan all of a sudden). And it was cool. I feel weirdly guarded around her I guess because she is dating my room mate and I think everyone is attracted to me. So…

My friend, who I'll call Peach, accused me of snitching to our school counselor about an illegal thing she'd done. Obviously, I would never, even though I'm aware of my reputation as someone who spreads "drama", which is really just high school gossip, I'd never say anything about something this ...

Hey it’s me again, I missed you. I really did. I want to say I’m sorry but I don’t really know why I’m sorry. For agreeing to end things with you or for not fighting enough. I’ve held on for far too long it hurts to see you not bothered. How consumed you are by…

I want to thank God for my friend Angie. She has been such an amazing support to me over the past year. I wasn’t paying attention again and God put her in my path. He really knows what I need and always shows up for me. She is turning 40 a few months after me.…

I have seen many therapist, they all agreed I am not crazy. They can diagnose things like that. Aren’t you are a charmer. I got fired from marriage therapy, the therapist offered to work with me alone. I guess I just wasn’t ready to forgive her yet. Anything is possible here in la la land.…

My Wedding Song, I picked it. I make good choices sometimes. It is a little County a little Rock & Roll. A little Tennessee and a little Honey will mess your brain up lol. It mean something so different to me today, my taste have grown and matured. Someone needs to extradite him back to…

An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels.  Proverbs 31:10 I have been doing a lot of growing over the past few years, painful but necessary, really being pushed outside my comfort zone.  I have always had a creative side and like expanding that. I have always wanted to...

My ex wasted a lot of valuable time blaming me for his feelings over the years. This behavior really messed my brain up. I lost the ability to trust myself, I was lost in this relationship.  So back when I was doing all that unhealthy coping with excessive amounts of alcohol, I was hanging out&he...