#gaslighting

Alright, start at Thursday. I had Sergeant Board, which I feel like I did terribly, my hand was soooooo visibly shaking when I saluted, but apparently...I got first??? But that's not the point. I was so stressed afterwards that I couldn't perform well at Choir-rific, and then I talked to my Valen...

so... this is really the only place I can go to vent and tell the truth. she finds and reads my written journal. and if I tell my friends or mom or whatever,...I could. but it's getting old. I have no privacy. ..and I really don't like to involve other people in disputes with my…

"I like that he makes lists!" IL I have been doing a lot of processing and the comments my ex made to me or about on a daily no wonder my brain hurts. If you say these things to your partner, you are an abuser, you need Jesus and an Iron Lobster. Is that what…