#grief

As the title says, hi. I found this site today and was kind of blown away. I've searched for a blogging community that allows your own platform and being able to chat with others for a long time. And somehow I finally found it today. I'm very grateful and excited to be here. I've read…

someone I watch on YouTube  lost there mom today and the feeling was so palpable just watching him bc he literally has just found out.  Gives me friggin flash backs when i see someone else going through it. before that I was listening to music just chilling and Ed Sheerans new song came on, Visit...

I find it strange that I am back to using Open Diary. It was over 18 years (I think?) ago back when I was in junior of high school when I was using it constantly. It first started as a joke, then developed as a tool for expression and escapism from the trials of teenage…

It was almost a year ago, to early to see the sun rise. The morning my whole world was flipped upside down and I hadn't even realized it yet. I received a text that wasn't a surprise. My dad was in the hospital, another bowel blockage. He got them at least twice a year. A…

Death is but a flash Briefly lighting the sky One day you're here The next, saying goodbye Although the earth you left Your spirit soars on Reminding us each day That you're not really gone Flashes of lightning Thunder rumbling above Rain crying from the heavens Soaking us with your love Thanks f...

I’ve learned that grief has a funny way about it.  Just when you think you’re over the hump, it returns, stronger and fiercer than before.  It ebbs and flows.  Waxes and wanes.  It is peaks and valleys.  My life is split into two halves: before my divorce, and after it.  Before my divorce, I was&...

Day off from my job , doctors for my girl she’s struggling and my gp is brilliant . He sees her two weekly atm until he can work out if this is anxiety caused by grief or whether we have other issues, I suspect both and have done before any deaths. Ive 10 orders to…