#homeless

I'm really not doing well. Sometimes I think if it weren't for my dogs I would just give up. It's surprising that I'm not really having a full on breakdown but I realized recently that all my keeping it together is actually a freeze state of depression. Once a sensitive person who easily cried, I...

Being homeless means I often get to see systemic barriers that often times people don't really consider to be such. Beyond the fact that having a family is an enormous leg up, beyond credit scores (which don't exist in other countries) blocking housing opportunities, beyond the fact you need an a...

Many years ago, when open diary was first a thing, and a free thing, I had an account under the name Wutzerface. So many years later, after so many changes, including two deaths of people I most certainly wrote about in those earlier years (one of which is a sibling), I so wish I could…

so.. it's been ages. i've been on here before. then i left. lots of drama. but it's better now. lots of crazy stuff. im agoraphobic. ive been that way since 16. i have bad anxiety and i think im autistic. i lived with my mother for some time as i went through a divorce and…

Well remember that guy you guys read in that previous entry.. well things have gotten alot worse.. i am now being kicked out with no where to go and honestly i dont even know or understand how this could have happened. I truly feel dumb because every one told me this would happen and here…

I felt like this journal entry will be relevant for the overarching narrative that is my life, because of a quite influential person that came into my life at this time. I mention a few here, which instead of listing who the people are in advance, I will instead describe my relationship with them...

Being a Christian and having the heart and desire for outreach, there is no doubt in my mind that I would be an activist for the homeless.  I already step in and help when we have out reach events. I've been known to buy them hot breakfasts, buy them daily essentials like socks, toothbrushes, too...