#hopeful

Time to play the depression game all over again. Simply because I am easily discouraged. I used to write all the time on this site, I loved it, it fulfilled my needs. I remember there being so many different circles you could post to, but now there's only a handful. They all seem empty too.…

So, I'm starting this diary because it's supposed to be therapeutic or something like this. Even writing here where no one knows me makes me anxious. I wonder, what went wrong with me in the process of growing up... I'm so scared all the time. Scared of everything: my family, my colleagues, even ...