#sorry

also sorry if some of yall like get triggered for this 😭😭 but pls this is just a vent dump no need to be worried🙏🙏 Like idk I just really wanna blow my brains out rn at this point in time I thinks it’s cuz I brought up my dad again And how he’s only…

Fasted from the 3rd to the 10th and went from 55kg - 51.3. how annoying. i was thiiiiiiiis close to being back in the 50's and now after food and water im at 53.5. i'll fast until my brothers b'day on the 15th and then again until mums b'day on the 20th. Then one more…

It's like after I hurt you I couldn't come back from that. Now everything's so serious. I just want to lie on the couch and watch a movie with you. It's okay though, I think I need to let you go... and hope that you'll come back like before this ever happened.