fear
That feel when you're contemplaing posting something to AO3, but you know you'll be crushed if it gets ignored and will never want to write again.
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National Novel Writing Month 2019
This is for everyone who wants to know about National Novel Writing Month that begins on November 1 and ends on November 30, 2019. There is a site on the internet where you go register everything and what kind of novel you are going to write within a thirty day time. You must write 50,000…
One — So it Begins….
,,, Again … Anew … A Fresh ... Perhaps this time around the postings will be... frequent? Then again, perhaps fresh starts --- new beginnings --- do overs --- could be a necessity for some. It has always fascinated me (and troubled me!) when I've made up my mind yet fail to follow through!...
Scars
Words to me are like people. There are so many, such a variety, Each different, individualistic, Each with potential to reimagine society. But they don’t. Words to me are like friends. They can be so kind, and warm your heart, With the ability to heal your wounds, And the ability to save y...
Repercussions
I reach my hand out, reaching for something that will help me believe that I’m not alone. Stretching my fingertips further than where I stand, hoping that I might feel the gravitation of an immense height before I step into it, I begin to feel another presence. I feel heat on the tips of my…
Memory Recall Required
Yay! Open Diary!!! I have missed you, my long, lost love. I itched to rejoin. I yearned for you. Sadly, I forgot my own name and login credentials. No worries. I am a different human being with different interests and in a different stage of life. So, I'll just create a new name which…
you’re only a beginner once…a bunch of times
lately I've been thinking of all of the new things I'm learning right now. I'm also thinking about how they are so new and foreign to me, I wonder if I can ever master them. I want to be part of the band in the spring so so much. The only problem is that there…
May I lead the way into temptation
When I began writing here back in 1998-1999 my writing was terrible. While those entries are long gone, since I deleted them, I still remember how terrible they were. As time moved on I did start writing better and as I grew older. I began writing here at the age of nineteen, so that’s to…
Swimmingly
I'm not much of an athlete But right now I feel that I can run and run and not stop At such speed, away from all the stresses That my blood will rush and my ears will pop I would like to run to the sea Dive right in and swim away Until the…
An Author I Must Become
Have you ever had a burning desire to do something? One that nags at you week after week, month after month? There is a story in my head. It's been there for years. It's grown, fermented, tugging at my soul as it begs for release. Part of the story has come out. I completed some…