"No one is useless in the world who lightens the burden of another." - Charles Dickens
We have all had times where we feel lost or alone. In this place, you can be supported by other Open Diary members who may have had a similar experience. The anonymity of our site allows you to open your heart and express your true feelings.
We have all had times where we feel lost or alone. In this place, you can be supported by other Open Diary members who may have had a similar experience. The anonymity of our site allows you to open your heart and express your true feelings.
You Are Not Alone Circle
5-7-25, No meaning
Toska (Russian, тоска) Vladimir Nabokov defined it as “a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause.” It can mean anything from vague restlessness to deep, soul-crushing grief. ___ I don't feel like I have a single person who knows all my deepest secrets, stories, and ...
Everyday
I wake up with pain and when I get something to lower that pain finally then comes the depression I guess is what I feel alot. Really for no reason, I just don't find the motivation to do much anymore or The excitement.. it's just how it goes. If I'm not in physical pain I…
Help
I struggle with an eating disorder for about 6 years now. It's went up and down over periods of time how bad it is. Right now I just starve all day and if I have anything it's coffee or at night time and I end up getting sick. It's detoriated my body. My teeth are…
Crush
I don't know what is happening with me. Because, in school last year I told my crush I like him, and I knew he liked me to cause we also make eye contact when we see each other. After I told him he didn't say anything to me. But still this year he looks at…
Struggling Badly
I’m struggling. Not just kind of struggling. Really. Struggling. Like just want to sit here and cry forever. Jump off a bridge. Take too many pills. Run away. Anything for this pain to stop. My heart hurts. It feels like it’s breaking all over again. Into millions of shards that had maybe started...
Another text I won’t send to him..
You knew my past. You knew I came from shit. You knew what my Father had done to me, you knew what other men had done to me. You repeatedly coerced me to be raw and vulnerable with you, you convinced me to trust you. I really did trust you. But now, well now I…
He likes me, I think.
Avoiding work. Nothing new. I just screw myself doing this as I have to work late and all that. Really, I’m listening to a training and need something to do while I listen. So why not write an entry? The amazing random info - Tom likes me. Like I think he genuinely likes me. I…
Just rambling
I remain my own worst enemy. Working on it. Definitely working on it. The thoughts I create in my head though. They suck. Basically at the end of every day I revert to the fact nobody could REALLY like me and I’m probably too much for most everyone and I’m pushing too hard. Sigh. I…
Overthinking: My Own Worst Enemy
The title says it all. I’m my own worst enemy when it comes to getting inside my head and absolutely overthinking anything & everything. It’s so frustrating. You could say things with Tom have been going well. Thanks to my work schedule I had a ton of days off in a row from my second…
One Month of Dating or Whatevershipping Updates…..
I was so damn happy when I woke up yesterday. It’s amazing how quickly happiness can be shattered by a few simple words and the loss of someone amazing. *Sigh* - I was going to write a happy post tho. So I’m still going to try. I’m happy. I’m just sad too. But damn it…