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• Jan/Feb

  January 8, 2018

  Every year, I deteriorate in January and February. I'm fine until it hits. It is the same every year. I start to believe that EVERYONE is against me. No one likes me anymore. I don't know what I did. Am I too annoying? Am I boring? Is my happy demeanor somehow ridiculous? Did I mistake…

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• My best friend.

  January 5, 2018

  I find myself wrapped up in my best friend, and I always think, "Well it's going to end sometime. What do you expect?" Yet we are each other's confidante. Sometimes I want to pull teenage tricks and push-and-pull. Talk a lot, then hold back when if I don't get the results I want to see…

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• 160.2

  January 4, 2018

  Well, there it is. Grated, there really IS a TON of muscle. You should see/feel them, and watch me go go go. But what I'm looking for is about 140. I don't do what I need to. I'm sort of lazy. It's all on the nutritional aspect at this point. Meal preparation sort of sucks,…

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• Beta Test –

  January 1, 2018

  Okay, am I doing this wrong... I'm on the month-long trial until I have to pay if i want to keep it. So I still can't leave notes or anything? Just write? Unless I pay? This would make it very difficult for me to make friendships, though, like the last time around... My opinion -…

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• Okay, so it’s 2018.

  January 1, 2018

  I think everyone always says the same thing, "This year sucked! Onto next year!!!" I get kinda tired of reading that stuff. I think we all went through ups and downs. Life is that way. Yeah, some years are worse than others. Like... Really, really bad. But I think everyone generally wants to use ...

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• Reclaiming.

  December 28, 2017

  I'm back. It would be nice to see if this is worth $4.99/mo. Since the Internet exploded 2005 onward, I've been afraid to write anything for fear of discovery. My job hunted me - like they had nothing else to do, pfft. Opinions I had dragged me into his office, while board members' kids had…

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