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• My worst enemy

  April 23, 2018

  I had my first exam today. The second and last one of this mid-term session is tomorrow. Please keep fingers crossed for me. I finished my exam in the half of the time available. So did Ely. At the moment I handled out my exam sheets to the Professor, she said to me that she…

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• Unique

  April 21, 2018

  Today I had a therapy session. Doctor Livio told me that he cannot see me next week, since he has to undergo a complete heart check at the hospital. He will have to be hospitalised for two days. So I was faced with the fact that this man, one of the few men I tolerate…

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• Alone or in bad company

  April 20, 2018

  Today I have skipped all lectures. I have an exam on Monday and the next exam on Tuesday. I decided to study at University since I could enjoy Axl's company, and escape my mother's one. So, I did not tell about my intentions, since my mother very well welcomes when I skip University - as…

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• Everyday’s stigma

  April 18, 2018

  Yesterday I was smoking a cigarette on the balcony of the second floor, as I was joined by two students of the Master in Financial Communication who are attending our course of argumentation as an elective. I started talking with the girl, a nice Greek woman who is here for one year. I know a&hel...

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• Touch this

  April 17, 2018

  I think I have never been touched. Yes, of course I already had tactile interactions with others, even to the extreme tactile interaction that is called sex, but that was never really tactile. I have never been touched with love. It started with a lack of the tactile dimension with a mother. My m...

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• Too much and too less

  April 16, 2018

  Sometimes I feel like I am not taking my life seriously enough. Sometimes, I feel like I am taking myself too seriously. Yes, I am not very stable. For instance, I have two exams next week, and I am not even remotely concerned with the fact that I should be studying. I am procrastinating. Maybe&h...

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• The media-thing

  April 14, 2018

  Sometimes I ask myself what my real interests are. I decided to study Communication Sciences just because I had to renounce to Philosophy. Philosophy was my first choice. But to enter the faculty it was necessary to have an admission interview and to provide a good curriculum. My curriculum was, ...

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• Revenge

  April 13, 2018

  I live for a revenge. That is not the right thing to live for, but I have plans and even if those plans are secret, I want to share them with you. I know, I am somehow anonymous here and so I wear the mask of anonymity to share plans nobody in my surrounding is…

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• My only „no“

  April 12, 2018

  I was talking about past memories with my friends during the break before, and I was asked about my punk-phase. Yes, I had a punk-phase. Now I look like a very normal, almost boring woman, I dress in normal clothes, I am not extravagant and I am, I would say, very conformist. Just sometimes you&h...

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