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Exhausted

April 24, 2018
Last exam done. I just hope it went well. The professor appreciates short answers, concise writing and just the essential. This is not really my style. Last time he gave me a 7,5, which is in sharp contrast to all other grades I had. I was talking about it with Micky, a classmate who is…
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