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Decisions.

December 5, 2018
I am pretty good at decision making. As long as I can remember, I've never had a super tough time decision making. I suppose maybe in high school when I dated a guy where I liked his brain and not his face, but I picked him over my date at the winter formal, which felt…
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  • A Few Words.
    October 25, 2018
    Sometimes it's really weird that I have to make decisions due to a person who is living in my body. At 14 weeks, almost 100 days of this, I am finally starting to deal with my pants not really wanting to fit like they used to fit, which is annoying. I don't care about body…
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  • Things.
    October 7, 2018
    I pay for this site, so I feel like I should actually use it from time to time. Things I think about often: People that treat their babies like a dress up travel accessory. Like your baby is a human being and their self worth cannot be in pictures that you have curated on Instagram.…
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  • Turn the world to its best
    August 24, 2018
    I started teaching freshmen this year and I have a lot to say about it. I remember high school very well. Much more than I remember freshman in college. This wasn't due to drinking. It was due to sadness, really. It was a cloudy brain time. I remember so much about high school that I…
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  • Oregon.
    August 8, 2018
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  • Children
    July 28, 2018
    This summer I have obsessed over several things. The one that is most prominent is the "when should I have small humans" question. I don't know if other people obsess about whether or not they should have them as much as I do. In fact, some people feel like a child was why they were…
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  • I think you’re crazy, maybe
    July 9, 2018
    I don't know what took me so long to pay $3.99. I spend more than that on a vanilla latte with coconut milk at Starbucks, and at least this place doesn't exacerbate my anxiety like the caffeine would. I have entries in my head all the time these days and the thought of having to…
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  • This is just to say…
    April 30, 2018
    Listen, it's all well and good when people decide to be fit and healthy. Let's start with that, but if I don't not get my words out now, I may regret my actions in the future. I like when people reinvent themselves. Wait. No. No, I actually don't. I don't because I like when people…
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  • Hello.
    April 16, 2018
    It's pretty overwhelming to see this place again. It's ironic how I found out about this place being I thing again. Some things never change. I started writing in this place in 2002, maybe 2001, but deleted that one in one of my super dramatic situations. That is just about all each entry centere...
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  • I couldn’t even begin…
    January 3, 2014
    There was no entry in my life in 2013 here. I had another diary that I wrote in. Things have changed. A great deal. Almost too much to even write about. 2013 was good until I moved and quite honestly changed our life because I was chicken shit. Hm. Because I was not ...
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