Recent Entries

• A Few Words.

  October 25, 2018

  Sometimes it's really weird that I have to make decisions due to a person who is living in my body. At 14 weeks, almost 100 days of this, I am finally starting to deal with my pants not really wanting to fit like they used to fit, which is annoying. I don't care about body…

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• Things.

  October 7, 2018

  I pay for this site, so I feel like I should actually use it from time to time. Things I think about often: People that treat their babies like a dress up travel accessory. Like your baby is a human being and their self worth cannot be in pictures that you have curated on Instagram.…

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• Turn the world to its best

  August 24, 2018

  I started teaching freshmen this year and I have a lot to say about it. I remember high school very well. Much more than I remember freshman in college. This wasn't due to drinking. It was due to sadness, really. It was a cloudy brain time. I remember so much about high school that I…

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• Oregon.

  August 8, 2018

  When we visit Bend, it feels like we belong here and that we should pick up our life where it left off. Why did I ever move? Oh. Well one reason was I worked at the worst school, with the worst people. That started it. I've never worked anywhere that made me feel like absolute…

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• Children

  July 28, 2018

  This summer I have obsessed over several things. The one that is most prominent is the "when should I have small humans" question. I don't know if other people obsess about whether or not they should have them as much as I do. In fact, some people feel like a child was why they were…

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• I think you’re crazy, maybe

  July 9, 2018

  I don't know what took me so long to pay $3.99. I spend more than that on a vanilla latte with coconut milk at Starbucks, and at least this place doesn't exacerbate my anxiety like the caffeine would. I have entries in my head all the time these days and the thought of having to…

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• This is just to say…

  April 30, 2018

  Listen, it's all well and good when people decide to be fit and healthy. Let's start with that, but if I don't not get my words out now, I may regret my actions in the future. I like when people reinvent themselves. Wait. No. No, I actually don't. I don't because I like when people…

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• Hello.

  April 16, 2018

  It's pretty overwhelming to see this place again. It's ironic how I found out about this place being I thing again. Some things never change. I started writing in this place in 2002, maybe 2001, but deleted that one in one of my super dramatic situations. That is just about all each entry centere...

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• I couldn’t even begin…

  January 3, 2014

  There was no entry in my life in 2013 here. I had another diary that I wrote in. Things have changed. A great deal. Almost too much to even write about. 2013 was good until I moved and quite honestly changed our life because I was chicken shit. Hm. Because I was not ...

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