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Here’s the thing about all the things.

November 22, 2019
No one cares about women and their maternity leave. They don't care about their health when they go back to work too soon and leave their baby. They don't care about telling them that they should be induced for convenience. That formula is bad or that you shouldn't pump so much at your job. Stop&...
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