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Entry 782: A Life Update… I Think

September 13, 2021
Life has taken a strange turn since I was last here. I'm back because I needed somewhere to be able to write and feel and not be judged by people who know me. I needed a place to be able to understand what is going on and figure shit out. I'm not sure where I…
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  • Entry 781: Update
    May 3, 2013
    Hey. So. I now live with my friend from work. Zoe basically lives here as well. But not officially. She just comes back and forth. I went to Leeds on the 1st May. For another GIC appointment. Hayley said that if I can get my bloods done ASAP... There's a good chance that I could…
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  • Entry 780: I’m Moving Out…
    February 25, 2013
    Yes, I'm moving out. Into my own flat with a friend from work. And then after a couple of months, Zoe's moving up as well. I'm excited. Far too excited :3 I need to learn how to iron shirts...
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  • Entry 779:
    February 11, 2013
    Isn't it weird, how you do something and think nothing will come of it, and here you are, and it's affected things? Because that makes perfect sense. I have a strong feeling that I'm not going to sleep tonight. I mean, it's 01:34 now. I have to be up around the 6am mark to be…
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  • Entry 778: I Think I Just Had A Fit…?
    January 31, 2013
    I was eating and then I got this really big pain in my chest Next thing I know, everything’s gone black I can feel my legs shaking And my arms And my head’s going from side to side And when I stop, My laptop is turned over, My food’s on the floor And my eyes…
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  • Entry 777:
    January 29, 2013
    Just really quick. Well, that's the plan. Kinda. Okay. I'm happy. Like, really happy. I have an amazing girlfriend. I have a new job (which I'm hopefully starting soon). In this new job, they only know me as Jack. I have my first appointment at Leeds Gender Identity Clinic March 20th. I'm going u...
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  • Entry 776: I Don’t Think I Mentioned…
    November 26, 2012
    But I do have a YouTube channel about me and my T... It's here if you want to check it out (: Also, do I look okay for an interview...? With black pants and black shoes obviously but yeah...  
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  • Entry 775: Are the All My Entries About Her Now?
    November 24, 2012
    Oh hey so... I kinda really like my girlfriend. You know when something you do or say or have done or what ever really freaks people out? Well, nothing seems to phase her. Like, at all. My parents decided to show her all my photos from when I was little. Luckily enough, she knew me…
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  • Entry 774: Her, Nutella Kisses, Sex, The Ex…
    November 18, 2012
    Fuck. That's a good fuck by the way. But still. Fuck. So I had her over this weekend. She met a lot of people. Well, three people, but that's a lot for her. My brother, a very old school friend and an old school friend. There's not much to say on the fact that she…
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  • Entry 773: Not Much Really…
    November 11, 2012
    So I've been on the phone to her for nearly 4 hours. I've basically just sat reading to her. We finished the book tonight. We were reading Paper Towns. She asked about my doctors appointment on Friday. Asking what they were gonna do. I said just take some blood and see why I'm bleeding. So…
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