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What does she want?

January 23, 2020
So I am basically retired...at least I have the flexibility to do whatever I want with my time.   I chose to do a socially conscious venture.  An app company for helping nonprofits manage their volunteers.  I love it.  It’s challenging.  It’s for a good cause.   It keeps my mind busy and my head&...
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  • The start….
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  • What I want…
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    someone I know how to comfort and knows how to comfort me. Someone who will share my mission and work. Someone who values my passion and the associated ups and downs that come with it. someone who has unconditional love for me. Someone I will unconditionally love  
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  • I am tormented by demons….
    January 27, 2019
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  • Topics for future writing…
    January 22, 2019
    Explore my relationships Revisit my sexual experiences look at the moments that changed my life What do you think?  leave a note in comments.
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  • Funny… I must be feeling better…
    January 22, 2019
    When I am feeling better, I don't really have the need to write.  I thought I would just mention this fact so that I knew today and the last few have been pretty good days.  No asthma is a big part of why I am better.  Also, I have reconciled that if the company fails,…
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    January 19, 2019
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