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• Bible study in a house

  September 5, 2024

  Going to meet up with other Bible study buddies at one of the lady's houses tomorrow morning.   Have to get there earlier then we usually wake up.  I was going to make stuffed bell peppers at first.  But I did a test run before hand to see how long it would take to make it,…

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• I had that interview today

  September 4, 2024

  This morning I woke up at about 2am. in the morning or so.  I usually go back to bed, but I wanted to prep to make stuffed green peppers.  That's something I've never made or eaten before.  It was the first time I've ever made this, and I think I should have put more salt…

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• I’m bored tonight

  September 2, 2024

  I thought I had an interview today.  I don't have one until tomorrow.  😭 I wasted a day when I could have been trying to fix a new bell pepper recipe I've never tried before.😭 I think I'm going to get up early tomorrow morning and start making it.  I'm praying I get this job…

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• 4 weird dreams

  September 2, 2024

  Sunday morning, I had like 4 weird dreams, or maybe nightmares.  It was strange, because I was barely asleep. I was awake enough to hear my surroundings.   The first short dream was of a VERY VERY.  IRATE women.  Didn't see who it was at all.  But all I heard was nothing but screaming, loud what?...

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• I did it again

  August 29, 2024

  I got angry.....then stuffed my face. No fasting and praying. Maybe just praying. Maybe piano practice. I gotta go to the library tomorrow.  I wanna trust in God, but how can I let this go, and live with myself. I mean they don't see what's going on, but I do.  And I let them know…

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• I wanna say

  August 28, 2024

  I don't know what to do.  I know my purpose now, learn how to play the piano, but I'm currently out of a job right now, may have a new job by next week, but I don't have the funds to pay for the classes I've signed up for.  And I'm supposed to be fasting…

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• What title?

  February 4, 2024

  I'm at work now. Today is my easy day, and I have tomorrow off.  Gonna try for the second time to make sourdough bread. The first time wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Because I thought I would get finished before I had to go to work. And it needed to proof…

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• My testimony

  January 30, 2024

  Life before I gave my life to Jesus was terrible. I come from a broken home, being abused from my dad (because he developed paranoid schizophrenia), and a neighborhood kid.  That led me to making bad decisions later on in life. I started suffering from depression and bad anxiety.  Bad enough to w...

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• I’m in a spot

  January 28, 2024

  My bro's. using drugs.  He says he's only using pot.  I'm sorry.... I see how skinny he's gotten.  I don't believe a word of it.  It bothers me that he's doing this in the house, and lying to my mom and me.  It bothers me more that my mom is 80 yrs. old.  She seems…

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