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Today feels like the beginning of something good

November 25, 2020
After a pretty shitty night's sleep I actually don't feel too bad. Ted woke up in the early hours and came down crying about being scared. I told her to crawl in with me and let me snuggle her up. I'm so frustrated that her father let her watch The Witches. He's forever going against…
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