Ugh such a good day turned into a negative one. Sometimes i get so angry in myself for having such a forgiving heart. People will show who they really are but being dumb i choose to ignore it. Causing me to get hurt in the end. My family and friends told me this relationship wasnt a good one but yet i stay… thinking he is going to change things are going to get better but they just remain the same a week later. Another day and a another fight because he came home annoyed at whatever pissed him off for the day.. i should have noticed the signs when he walked in the door but me being me i chose to ignore them.. now look at where im at in bed while i get ignored by him… i honestly dont know what to truly do anymore at this point. It has me so nervous to move back in.. i would just stay at my moms but then i know she will say she was right.. so now im just confused and stuck.. i wish this relationship was an easy one.. where we can communicate and be fine. But its always a guessing game about something or waking up not sure if there will be a fight that day.. so over fighting and just nasty words being said. Everything i would trust him with gets brought up in a fight and he uses in such a ugly way. As like a way to get to me.. and then when i argue back i get told by his mom and him that its not right to fight with him when he is so stressed. So i just have to sit and just be someone emotionally punching bag when they are having a rough day.. I just dont know what to do.. 3 years and the same thing over and over again. Ive lost so many friends and family just lost all respect for me. Currently laying in bed upset while he just laughs and enjoys the game with his friends and brothers after being so ugly towards me. Im just drained.. cant trust anyone with any information about me anymore..