Chapter 1: The Kel Year

Ok maybe I'm not taking the break up as well as 'd like people to believe. Last night I was in WEI with the girls for our usual weekly karaoke and  many Malibus later I'm noticing this really cute guy sat at the other end of the bar. So we end up chatting away, as…

The worst feeling in the world is to be surrounded by friends and till feel all alone.

It's over. I'm single again. I know that  love her because I feel empty, hollow, ugly, still haven't got dressed. I want to curl up and die. I wish I could just drop down dead, the thre'd be no ore pain, no more worry, no more nothing ever again. I've hit rock bottom now, haven't been…

Lately , this past week, she's been acting strange.When she came back from her week away with D.K & Jones, I asked her if anything had happened with D.K and she said no and I told her that I knew that deep down but I just needed reassuring. However she surprised me by asking me what…

Earlier  when I wrote I felt like dying, crying, screaming, anything to make myself feel better. Let's just say I felt so fat and ugly, just plain hideous. Since then I have been good and bad. I confronted her about how she was making me feel and she went in a mood. I asked her…

Sometimes I sit and wonder about life and if it's really worth living...Life itself is the hardest thing that we humans will ever experience and we don't ever really stop to experience it do we. I think that's quite a sad fact of life. We never stop completely. We never notice everything. We alwa...

Can anyone help me? Since Kelly asked me to move in with her we've talked about everything except marriage (which is good...i don't want to get married...i don't think i do anyway) but including having children, this relationship is starting to become everything I've ever  wanted -security, commi...

 My girlfriend has just asked me to move in with her!! OMG! She also told me that she loves me and is falling in love with me. I can't believe it, I honestly can't believe it.