I Witnessed My Friend Go Insane

The day before my 29th birthday, I was a bit aggitated. My family had completely forgot. None of my friends seemed interested in doing anything. I hadn't heard from Leo for a week. So I messaged him asking what the hell was up with his disappearing acts. He reminded me that we weren't dating and&...

I wanted to run. The fear of rejection made my anxiety soar through the roof. I wanted to just cut Leo off the way he cut me off years ago. However, I was addicted. I couldn't stay away from him. What was even better was he didn't touch me again, our encounters were pure emotional…

June 7, 2017 11:32 pm Uncertainty. So. I recently reconnected with Leo after six years of being iced out by him. And we did the booty on the first day, which was dumb but whatever. That's where we left off. He told me that he iced me out because he started to develop strong feelings…

Sigh. Writing this story is pretty difficult for me. My heart feels very heavy in my chest. But here is part two of "Reunited And It Feels So Good". After I shot Leo down for sex, he needed to run to the pharmacy to pick up something. He asked me if I wanted to tag…

After Leo and I spoke on FB that night, I messaged him again later and told him that "hearing from you the other night made my day". Read. No reply. So I gave it a few days then I said "What's up? I haven't heard from you in years and then you pop back up…

It had been six years since I spoke to Leo. Regardless, I still tried to contact him. I apologized time and time again for the harsh things I had said. Over the years, Facebook showed that he read the messages, but no reply. January 2017, I had three dreams of Leo. In the dreams we…

I cannot sleep, so I will start on the next part of my story. The college years.   I remember Leo and I hanging out at his home. One night, he invited me over to watch movies. I chose an independent film that I had seen on Netflix called "Duck". Leo had just gotten knee…

I come on here, to pour my heart out. As the title says, I witnessed my friend go insane. Yes. Insane. As in the depths of psychosis took him. What's even more shocking is that no one in his life even knew he was dealing with this. He hid it well, until he had his…