I CAN’T SLEEP

I know why I can’t sleep. Once I lie down I start to think and I can’t turn my mind off. I think about everything and everybody.
Today I talked to my DIL. She told me about a very good friend who is very sick. They were on a cruise for a long time and the husband got sick and was in the hospital in Chile. They shipped him home to Florida. I am not sure what hospital he is in now. I wrote the wife to see if she would appreciate some company. I know what it’s like to spend long hours in the hospital. I told her I don’t need to visit with her hubby but if she wants I would come spend time with her. I have no idea what her reaction will be but at least I offered.
I deleted the last few entries. I decided my children do not need to read them. I was conflicted but decided against leaving them.
I went to an excellent movie tonight. THE QUARTET! It was about a senior home which specialized in seniors who were musicians, singers etc. The movie was very touching. It was sad and happy at the same time. I went with six other women. It was quite a shlep to pick them all up so I think next week I will ask them to meet somewhere as a group or come here. I don’t mind making one or two stops but four is overwhelming and time consuming. I am enjoying my Monday night at the movies with these friends and hope we can continue in the country next summer.
So I’m not sure what to do now. Do I try to go back to sleep or should I go do some needlepoint in the kitchen?  If I go into the kitchen I will probably have to kill some bugs so maybe I’ll just stay here.