I KNOW THAT WE HAVE A CHOICE TO BE HAPPY OR NOT. I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT. I FEEL ALL ALONE. I FEEL NO ONE CARES. OF COURSE I KNOW THAT'S NOT TRUE. I THINK I AM A STRONG WOMAN. HOWEVER MY ACHES AND P[AINS MAKE ME FEEL "SICK AND ALONE." I…Continue Reading...
I am getting a colonoscopy tomorrow. It's been a long day of drinking water and running to the bathroom. I will be so happy when it's over. Of course there is the results to worry about. Often I see blood when I have a bowel movement. I think it's from hemmerhoids but I want to…Continue Reading...
I DON'T UNDERSTAND ALL THE HATRED TOWARDS ISRAEL????????? WHAT HAS ISRAEL DONE TO DESERVE SUCH HATRED? DO YOU KNOW THE CONTRIBUTIONS THAT ISRAEL AND THE JEWS HAS MADE TO THE WORLD?Continue Reading...
This afternoon I was invited to a party. Well i left my purse in the car as I usually do. I wasn't going shopping. I leave it right beside the door and imagine that anyone looking in won't see it. Well turns out I left the door OPEN!~ I just can't believe I did that.…Continue Reading...
However hard I am trying to "appreciate" my life I realize I have some serious issues. I find it difficult to be alone. I find it difficult to make decisions. However I love being able to do what I want when I want. I guess I just am not confident enough. I would like to…Continue Reading...
I had a very restless night so I will be going back to bed after I finish this entry. Yesterday was a very productive day. I was very happy. So often I spin . my wheels and get nowhere. I am planning to make chicken soup today and roast chicken. This will be a delicious…Continue Reading...
I am so stressed out!!!! I sent a payment using Paypal. The person never got it. So I sent another payment which they got. So now I called Paypal to get the payment back. I couldn't understand the man on the phone. He took over my computer to transfer the money they owed me to…Continue Reading...
I AM DEBATING WHETHER OR NOT I SHOULD GO TO THE SYNAGOGUE TOMORROW MORNING. I USE TO HO ONLY ON THE HIGH HOLIDAYS. AFTER MY HUSBAND DIED I STARTED TO GO EVERY SATURDAY IN FLORIDA. I ENJOYED THE EXPERIENCE. IT WAS A HUGE SYNAGOGUE WITH A CHOIR, MANY PEOPLE AND I ENJOYED THE RABBI'S SPEECH.…Continue Reading...
I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER. I REALIZE THAT I HAVE BEEN FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF. I STILL HAVE TO STRUGGLE TO STAY ON TOP OF THINGS. I AM READING A BOOK CALLED HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE. IT'S BE BARRY KAUFMAN. MORE OR LESS IT TEACHES YOU TO EMBRACE THINGS THAT…Continue Reading...
I was talking to my friend before. She says her grandson is in the hospital so they can adjust his medication. She says he is an angry young man. He is about 14. Is this the type of kid who ends up shooting up at a school? His parents have been divorced for many years.…Continue Reading...
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