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• SAME OLD SAME OLD

  June 1, 2020

  ONCE AGAIN I AM MISERABLE. I AM WORRIED ABOUT MY HEALTH. WHEN I WENT TO THE BATHROOM BEFORE I THINK THERE WAS BLOOD IN MY STOOL. UNTIL NOW I SOMETIMES SAW BLOOD IN THE TOILET. I THOUGHT IT WAS HEMORHOIDS SO DIDN'T WORRY. BUT TODAY I THINK WAS DIFFERENT................. IT'S GETTING COLDER HERE. I...

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• YOUR OPINION PLEASE

  May 28, 2020

  I have been living in this residence a few months. When I came here there were two owmen who had lived here a long time and were close friends. They met every night after supper in the room accross from mine. Anyhow the odd time I would join them as I really liked one of…

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• ALL ALONE AM I

  May 27, 2020

  I'm alone! I never knew that I cared about being alone. I guess it's not only being alone that bothers me BUT: my feet bother me. I get fed up dragging the oxygen tubing behind me or even under me. One day I will fall. I can't stand the heat. Like a fool I went…

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• WILL I ALWAYS BE MISERABLE?

  May 20, 2020

  I don't know why but I am always miserable. Lately more than ever I am always on the verge of crying! Why can't I be satisfied? content? I do try but it just doesn't work. Right now I have someone installing an air conditioner. I was so HOT yesterday. For the average person it's probably…

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• SLEEPLESS DAYS AND NIGHTS

  April 28, 2020

  I don't know why but I CAN'T SLEEP. It seems to be getting worse. Can it be because I am not getting any exercise at all? I was walking in the hall but now I worry about COVID so I stopped. My feet are making me crazy!!!!!! Seems like they are getting worse also. That…

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• SO FRUSTRATED, FED UP AND SCARED

  April 6, 2020

  I am so afraid. I am so fed up. I am so scared. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of washing my hands. My feet are bothering me so I can't sleep. I have neuropathy. I just ordered cream which probably won't help but it gives me hope. I have plenty to…

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• FRUSTRATED, DEPRESSED, UPSET WHAT ELSE?

  February 22, 2020

  I don't know why I just can't relax and appreciate. Oh, I do appreciate living here BUT at supper tonight I was aggravated.  Some of the residents had ordered Chinese food which had to be rewarmed etc. So the director of the residence was helping them. At the same time I was waiting to be…

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• HERE’S THE LATEST

  February 6, 2020

  So just in case some of you are wondering where I am I moved. I moved into a senior residence and I couldn't be happier. Three meals a day served to me Lots of women around to "play" with A bus that takes me where I want/have to go A wonderful large room that I…

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• SO DEPRESSED

  January 3, 2020

  My daughter has always made me crazy! Today was no different. I finally just banged down on her. She never knows when to stop. When she was younger I often banged down. Today she was telling me what I should do with the condo in Florida!!!!!! She wants me to hang on to it until…

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