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• In a few weeks

  May 13, 2024

  In a few weeks, I think he's going back to prison. I'm sad because I'm used to his presence in my life and knowing I wont hug him or touch him or even be in the same room with him for at least 2 years....is upsetting. The idea of my kids not having their dad…

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• Life

  May 10, 2024

  Life is kind of crazy ain't it? Yesterday my 10 year old was siting in class eating some candy and started choking. Really choking, she turned blue her lips were changing color, she started to black out got dizzy. Her teacher, thank God for her, quickly acted by using the Heimlich Maneuver  on he...

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• Someone passed yesterday….

  May 9, 2024

  Someone I've known my entire life passed away yesterday, we weren't close he was a much older man. my niece's friend's dad. I wrote our governor and rep for our state of Texas. These small town's have no help. WE have to drive 20 plus minutes to the nearest hospital or wait 30 minutes for…

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• I hope

  May 7, 2024

  I hope when I am gone my kids know how much I love  them. I hope they know everything I do in this world is for them. I sit here working look over and my son is just there watching my phone and I can't help but smile and be sad. He's going to be…

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• I miss him

  May 6, 2024

  😥 I miss the days when he needed his arms around me  where he’d play his games but an arm right under me I was who he needed to be by and we had to touch he had to feel me. I miss him hugging me from behind while I’m cooking or washing dishes just…

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• I fell in love….

  May 4, 2024

  In all the vehicles I have owned, I have NEVER fall in love with a vehicle so much that I wanted it so much It didnt matter the payment. I sat inside of a 2017 Chevy Tahoe yesterday and fell directly in love. I know its not going to happen, my credit sucks and I…

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• Vikings

  May 2, 2024

  I hated this man through the entire show lol, than when he died I cried as if he was my best friend Highly recommend watchING Vikings if you haven't seen it. 

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• I got hit today

  May 1, 2024

  I had smart ass remarks to say and didn't think his brother was picking him up. His brother normally comes into my driveway and has a truck. A CAR was sitting at my gate and wouldnt come in. What would anyone think? Your brother drives a truck not a car and why isnt he pulling…

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• im tired

  April 30, 2024

  Im....tired.....sometimes i think maybe sleeping and never waking up will be better than be here. This morning was the straw that broke the camels back. I'm so broken inside, and I can't voice it when I try to tell him how hes hurting me all he says is I DONT GIVE A FUCK. fuck your…

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