#aging

Today I read something scary - that people who have diabetes amputations - toes, feet, legs - 50% die within 2 years. My husband is going to have to have at least 1 or 2 toes amputated soon. He has been in severe pain, had surgery to place a stent in his artery and hopefully…

(Note: Yes this is public but please be cool and don't write shitty comments.)  When I was young I had some mental and emotional problems. Extreme anxiety as a child. I can only guess what it was from, looking so far back. At age 8 I was put into a mental hospital as an out-patient.…

IF anyone reads this, please do not try to give me advice or make shitty mean comments. I notice a lot of the latter on here. This is an "Open Diary" but the diary of an anonymous person (I hope). When I was a boy I looked at and worshipped women. There was no sex.…

Today I am thirty two. It feels like just yesterday I was freaking out about turning 30. How funny it is that we don’t think about age at all when we are young. Time seemed like it would go on forever, as if there was plenty of it to get everything done. I focused more…