#journal

FACEBOOK POST It doesn't hurt me that you lied to me. It hurts me that you forced me to find out the truth on my own. That you looked me in the eyes while hiding what you knew would destroy me. That you have made me doubt my intuition, my feelings, my ability to trust…

FACEBOOK POST Therapy has been kicking my ass lately - and maybe you’re thinking “damn she’s IN therapy” because I’m a mess. But I realized today, while I’m a mess, I’ve come a really long way… Progress in therapy isn’t shown, it isn’t talked about enough. I still feel like therapy is stigmatized...

So I realize that if I am going to take this "author/writer/blogger" seriously that I need to write - daily - if not more. And what's funny is I spend a lot of time lost in my own thoughts; writing mentally things I want to come here and share. But sometimes the emotions behind the…

Don't know how I ended up here but it's extremely fitting. I need need need to stop thinking so much! After years of on-off journaling, note-taking, and autistic breakdowns (the joys of being on the spectrum lol) I am here. From the age of learning to write to whatever manmade hell-scape adulthoo...

I can’t think anymore. I don’t know how to participate in conversation. My boyfriend made a comment earlier that stuck with me. He said “it’s funny how when you play the sims, I do most of the talking, and now that I’m playing the sims, I’m still doing most of the talking.” He laughed but…

Another year approaches in this reality. Should I unhook myself from Raphael Tiriel to view the life of Hermes or Sol? Hmmm...Decisions, decisions, decisions--Nope, I will stay with Raph for a time. 🤣🤣🤣 I love how he thinks he knows, and he just might know. But who am I to tell this person how to...

Hi. Hello 'journal'. Hello you, reading these likely to be random and unnecessary thoughts. Thoughts, theories, experiences, notes of self-reflection... all these things that we normally internalize. What purpose is there in externalizing them in any way? Why do I even have this internal dialogue...

I think I am a good writer. When it comes to putting the thoughts in my head onto paper, I got this! I don’t know how to turn 'this' into something though, something meaningful, useful or lucrative even. Why do I want to make something of 'this' skill? I literally sound like a mad person,…

I used to journal almost daily when I was younger - maybe it was because my brain was just as active as it is now, but I had less worries to manage. I primarily used Xanga, but a quick Google confirms that outlet is no longer one I can utilize. I miss those days. At…

Today was a weird day. I woke up at like 10, ate some food, went back to bed, slept until about noon…did something? then slept again lol until about 1. I had really interesting dreams but I’m not sure what they were about…I felt like I could tell stories though…or something. I used to want…