#sister

I called my mom today and cried to her. We talked about heartbreak and the feeling of inadequacy. I told her how much the last month had been weighing down on me; how things at work weren't going well, I was was struggling to sleep because of my depression and PTSD and how every time…

Sometimes I feel like I take for granted what I have. But, to be fair, I don't have much. I had to stop living with my mother because she was a neglectful narcissist, my father lives in Sweden, and I don't talk much to my other family, and sometimes it seems like I'm by myself,…

This is a repost, in part to introduce myself, in part to also find myself back in a place where i am ready to share with strangers again. This post was originally posted almost 10 years ago,  it is all me,  I have grown in lots of ways and here like nowhere else have I…

I honestly can't remember when you were born, I just remember wanting to be an only child. From a young age I wanted all the attention I could get, and there you were all new and shiny stealing my mothers time. What I maybe lacked to see as a bestfriend, was a sibling that I…

My sister is regretting her money management abilities. *smh* I am so excited. This is totally what I want to spend my dough on. Instead of buying stuff that could adversely affect my blood glucose (Er-Bear and Colleen and Outi agree.. God love them! <3), I am going to get the Internet. That i...

If you're still here, I appreciate it, truly. 😍 If you're new here, hey there. 🤓 I was terrified of making people mad until about 4 months ago...stick with me...or don't, it's your life 💁 "And should she choose to be a Mother one day, be my eyes, Lord, that I may see her, lying on a blanket…

"I stopped loving my father a long time ago. What remained was the slavery to a pattern." --Anais Nin I was terrified of making people mad until about 4 months ago...stick with me...or don't, it's your life 💁 As a child I was meek but social. My dad left us when I was 4 and my…