#struggling

Now that I’m here, I don’t know what to say. I’m struggling with a disabled partner and child. I love them so much, but I am dying inside a little more every day. I don’t know how much longer I can go on without support.

Well this is my first attempt at an online blog, I have always wanted to have a platform where I can just be me without any judgement. So I am really excited to have came across this site. My life is a mess, I feel lost most of the time and wonder why I even…

Its 11.16 and I've been up since 8am. First thought... coffee then beer. So I had my coffee. Then I had another coffee. Then i cleaned the house from top to bottom. I've literally done everything. And now its 11.16. And I'm sitting on the couch wondering what to do. I dont want to eat…

What the hell.  What the god damn hell.  I am so unsure of myself right now as I guess I have been most of my damn life if I'm honest.  Maybe most of us are.  I was doing great and almost...almost made it to 2 weeks sober.  I was feeling so proud of myself, albeit…