#teenager

I've been feeling that yearly empty feelings where everything is numb and not real. I'm getting more and more tired everyday but I'm trying to be better. I feel as if at 17 years old i need to know what to do with myself but i dont and its hard and I feel like I'm…

I'm a 16, girl, and this is my 5-year journey. 6th Grade- I've grown up as a fat, obese child: in 6th grade, I began skipping meals to lose weight and it worked, but it wasn't noticeable. It was overlooked as me just growing and slimming out, but I was still overweight at this time. Mental…

Okay starting off today, I have an addiction of nicotine. Tomorrow I'm gonna take a 2 week break and if I know I can live without it but I just can't. So that's why I'm taking a break. I've been vaping for atleast an year almost, I just don't wanna anything to effect my health.…

I feel so disgustingly lost. everyone around me seems happy with their lives but for some reason I just can't get situated with mine. I have two loving parents and an adequate brother. I have a boyfriend that I am so in love with but I istill feel lost. I don't have any true friends…

This entry was most likely written on July 23rd 2006. It is not very long, but tough... So, I guess it's hard to introduce this person who was a huge part of my life without any context, so I will take some time to explain about my Step Father Steve and at the same time…

I was 14 years old when I wrote this entry and it seems like I had been visiting my mother for, what seems to be Spring Break. I will give some context to whom I am referencing before I share this old journal entry. I will also use [brackets] in between paragraphs for commentary. Not…

 Dear diary I've been quite happy the last few days. I spent eastern with my whole family. I love these days because there's always tons of good food. Today I spoke to a friend who actually called me " a fucking whore" because me and my best friend broke up. But I'm never really ma...

 Dear diary Right now I'm at my friends house. She's having a home party and everyone is quite drunk or high. Me too.  I had to take my medications but I took way more than I should and now I can't sleep. My body is giving up but my mind is awake. Most of the…

 Dear Diary I know I didn't write for a couple days but I've been busy. My best friend still needs distance but It's ok. I felt pretty good the last few days. Of course I miss her but I guess drawing and writing helps me. Maybe it sounds weird but since we broke up I…

 Dear Diary I'm the worst friend. Like for real. I'm crying right now and just smoked my last cigarette.  I know everyone's angry at me because I cancelled tonight. My best friend and I are done. I'm so sorry and I understand her because this time it's all my fault. I told her to leave&...