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• 28

  August 27, 2012

  I suppose I am not going to let the day pass without saying that this Heaven Date of August 28th Nathan would have been 28 years old as of August 10th. He died in Colorado.. we have moved 4 times (states) in 16 years and are now back in Colorado. Today I spend my Day…

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• ~ Time

  July 1, 2012

  About a month ago I got together with a gal who lost her son a year prior. It had been a year since I had met with her last. I was sharing some things that had helped me and I went on to tell about a woman who lost her daughter and how the daughter…

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• ~ Odd

  April 6, 2012

  A few months ago my Dad died.. In his Case as I see it, He gave up on Life after the death of his step-son and other prior losses combined. His poor health also was a culprit and discouraging. However some of it some which he brought on himself due to poor care of self.…

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• ~ Stories

  December 5, 2011

  It is irksome sometimes when I hear of amazing stories such as the one in the news now. Boy, 2, Survives 30 Minutes Underwater trapped at the bottom of a pool He was Blue and not breathing when Paramedics arrived. They managed to get his heart started. When he got to the hospital they put…

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• ~Sharing

  November 9, 2010

  It's sometimes hard to share with groups of people who don't really know you because they don't know where you are now in your grief all they know is how they *think they would feel themselfs if in the same shoes. I wonder how to share about my son like we all share about things…

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• ~ October 28

  October 27, 2010

  This is Nathan kicking back on the Couch with Otto in early 1996. AND This is Otto in early October 2010.... I was always overly protective of Otto because he was Nathan's Dog. (He was Sarah's too) Periodically I would call Otto, "Nathan" Otto got old.. blind... arthris... deaf which all lead to ...

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• ~ August 28th

  August 27, 2010

  The only reason I am thinking so much about it this year is I plan to MAYBE share with a group of people I fellowship with. They know my son died but they know little to nothing else. I thought maybe it is a good time to share and the Pictures I pieced together at…

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• ~ 25

  August 10, 2009

  Yesterday would have been Nathan's 25th Birthday. I thought about it days prior and partly forgot it, the day of. We don't celebrate the Past but celebrate the here and now. I don't live in the past. The past was nice, fun, fulfilling, but life goes on. This birthday of what was doesn't grip my&h...

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• ~Without God I am lost

  November 6, 2008

  The thing I HATE the most about moving is having to tell everyone I meet that I had a child who died. You watch them squirm everytime. There have been times that I almost want to just say (AND have a few times) when asked if I have any kids "Yes I have a daughter"…

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