Recent Entries

• ah, sweet memories

  August 19, 2007

  i am ready to go back to Poland. I want  to venture around the country. I loved it. The food was amazing. The people were nice; the aura was enveloping for me. Thats all. I dream about it.

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• whats goin on

  March 18, 2007

  well, i was thrown for a bit of a loop.thats all i can say. i am torturing myself. i don't know why. i met a friendly ogre.i am so intrigued....& i want more.

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• anything?

  January 20, 2007

  Well, I must say, I (again) almost forgot I had an open diary.Scary how we've been together for years...  haha, there's a lot of emotional history here.So, I think it is a good time to add some more. I'm not going to try and make this diary coherent from start to finish like I tried…

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• From Bohemia…

  September 18, 2006

  I have been in Europe for about a month, Prague for about 3 weeks. At times it seems like I've only been here one week, but other times, like today, it feels like I have been here for a year. I am feeling a little lonely today. Often I just have short waves of homesick-ness,…

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• Prayer of Saint Francis of Assisi

  August 15, 2006

  Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.Where there is hatred, let me sow love;where there is injury, pardon;where there is doubt, faith;where there is despair, hope;where there is darkness, light;and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seekto be cons...

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• window to the soul.

  July 19, 2006

  I was searching in your eyes for something that no longer exists in you anymore.Where I had once  found relief in the safe harbor of our connection, there was only more uncertainty.In our past I could always find a blanket of forgiveness, understanding, and an intense longing.At my weakest, ...

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• let go.

  July 8, 2006

  It's been so long, i'm a novice to the keyboards. sometimes i feel like my lack of ambition to write is some sort of betrayal to who I am, whatever that means, whatever that is. I am becoming a new person everyday. Every morning I wake up from a long, sleepless night a new woman.…

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• paper

  April 12, 2006

  i am suppsed to be working on a paper right now. im waiting for my acceptance to charles univ. in prague for fall semster of '06. i can't wait, im trying not to get too anxious or scared. it will be a great experience. I want to start learning the language and doing some reading.…

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• i appriciate opendiay.com

  February 17, 2006

  i like opendiary in that i am telling everyone, but i am telling no one. there is a volcano inside of me. I feel the tremoring, and i want to let you know, that it will errupt soon.  To re-assure you, I want to say "its okay, it is more than what i feel and…

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