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February 14, 2018
So, my Friday evening drive to Santa Cruz turned out to be a big bust.  Not because the company was bad but because I developed an abscessed tooth sometime between the trip planning and the day of our departure.  I was in agony the entire drive both from the severe nerve pain and from the…
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