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Addicted to Betrayal

July 15, 2022
  I'm addicted to betrayal. I don't crave it. But I'll do anything to get it. I'll choose the wrong friends and I'll sabotage the fuck outta my relationship. And I'll choose the wrong guy too. I only chose the last one because I knew it wouldn't go anywhere. In fact that's how I hooked…
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