Broken, twisted, bleeding numb, stuck here in my head where no one sees.

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On the road.

August 21, 2019
It's wonderful out here. We are doing great. I love it. The open road, the feel of the truck as we drive up the hill. The feel of the trailer empty or full behind us. This is something that was on my bucket list even though I didn't realize it, and now I'm getting to…
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