Broken, twisted, bleeding numb, stuck here in my head where no one sees.

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July 14, 2019
The Black Tattoo.... "Time dragged past and my feelings didnt change, I began to be sick" "The color drained out of my life he said. My love was eating me up inside like a disease: sometimes i thought I could feel it killing me." ~~~~~~~ Hearing her voice inspiring a soothing balm. Brings sun to&...
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  • Theres a Mouse
    July 6, 2019
    and that mouse krept down the deep, silent dark tunnel that is me.   She stole my cheese, but shed some light.   Im following you out little mouse
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  • Asset 6
    At last, my mouth opens, and words spew forth
    July 6, 2019
      WARNING WARNGING WARNGING GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONBS AHEAD WARNING WARNING, WARNING   We found eachother, and almost slid past, Fengers flew across keys, voice clips sent, pictures captured ,messages recevied And thus. It began.   The door is shut, and were staring at each other again...
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  • I Am
    May 19, 2019
    I am nothing. I   am a zero. Close your eyes Turn  away from me. Walk away !like every one else I want an exit. A permanent one I am confused I don't belong any where I think I am better of alone So you can't see me So you don't know me So I can…
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  • There’s no title.
    May 19, 2019
    So. I'm muddling. Move date is 05/24/2019. Am I excited? No. Am I happy about it no. Why you ask? Because I was unable to find something in my price range. And I keep being STUPID. I helped her get A car. I waS supposed to be the cosigner, but the dealership made me the…
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  • Asset 6
    Wandering the halls
    April 13, 2019
    God I hate myself I hate how you left us I hate who you've become since you moved I hope someday you'll forgive me for what you think i did What if I'm godless She's a user Only wants me when there's something in it for her I wish you were the person I thought…
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  • Ok, journaling, part two
    April 13, 2019
    Much has happened. So much that I don't know how to recap it. So I wont. Let's just say....anger...betrayl...loss..abandoned...tears.... Everything I've had it all, mostly the sour and only some of the sweet. There is a ending coming up ahead. Going to try and get back to journaling. I hope it st...
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  • 4 weeks
    February 3, 2019
    I will be no longer doing the paper route in 4 weeks. My life can somewhat go back to normal. I'll have time for my family and friends again. I'll have time for me again. I'll be able to take my meds like normal. Go to my appointments. Time to processes whats been going on.…
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  • Helping Hand
    February 3, 2019
    All I ever wanted, was to be in your life I keep extending my hand, A helping hand, All I ever wanted, was to see you happy, All I ever wanted was for you to look at me that way Yet you can't see me through those sunglasses All you can do is be focused…
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  • Demented rambling s of…
    January 21, 2019
    I want to sip the nectar of your lips like a butterfly eats the dead. I hear your words, but my ears are full of cotton balls. I am your home, breathe me in and exhale your fears. Can you feel me? I am the darkness, I tread still waters so I don't drown I…
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