Recent Entries

• i feel like my friends try to hard or not at all

  June 11, 2020

  So one of my closest friends knows quite well that I have an eating disorder and that I really hate talking or discussing food and although i try and mask it most of the time, a lot of the time she still asks me things like would you like frozen yogurt and such and I…

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• my anxiety and ednos is getting worse… !!TW/ED!!

  June 11, 2020

  I've been having way more anxiety attacks over meals lately.... I feel so fat eating anything, and i started hyperventalating at the thought of eating any of my fear foods, even sushi (coz of the white rice) which has been okay for me up until now, and my fear foods list has slowly been growing.&...

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• Pasta is now a fear food coz argh !TW/ED rant!

  June 9, 2020

  So turns out I should have read the nutrition label closer on my favorite pasta brand, as it has about double the calories I thought one serving had. It said that per 100g it had 168cals, but I didnt read the fact it meant cooked pasta had that amount, and I measured it out uncooked-…

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• A happy post :)

  June 8, 2020

  I have no idea how to insert photos onto this post or if you even can, but despite all the unhappy shit in my life, I'm getting a little fluffy kitten off my next door neighbour who's cat had a litter of kittens! I'm still deciding what to call him, but I was thinking possibly…

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• Progress! !TW/ED!

  June 8, 2020

  So although I am still restricting, I went against my ED today by actually eating lunch! It may be a small step, but it feels like such a big acheivement for me. And although I had the intense urge to purge, I resisted, and am now trying to distract myself with work. I am still…

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• If you have a problem with me just move on

  June 7, 2020

  If you have a problem with me, instead of taking time out of your day to be the heroic keyboard warrior you are and writing hate or shit to me, a minor minding my own god damn buisness, simply move on. Or make a constructive statement, or critisism that makes logical sense and despite differentia...

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• OIl

  June 7, 2020

  whoever created oil imma kill em myself, that shit is pure and evil calories

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• Intro and random short rant about my ED (TW)

  June 7, 2020

  Hi this is my first entry so far onto this account, but yeh. I'm a 14, coming up 15, year old trans guy with a bunch of mental stuff going which I balance with an eating disorder (EDNOS). I dont like my ED but it gives me a sense of control which helps with deal…

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