This is just a rough start to things that have been built up in my mind for years that I can never talk about with people but maybe my words can help or inspire people to be better. I am a recovery alcoholic who almost died almost half a year ago and how its been since I been getting better ...

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April 24, 2024
Here it goes another day, another day to think about my liver. There is not a day that goes by that I don't have to worry about something about myself or someone. I never thought that my liver would cost me to change the whole way that I live, just to live. I think about…
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  • Again.
    April 16, 2024
    So the moment I walked into that building once again, felt so surreal to me. It felt like I was that scared child but in different skin. In a different time and a whole other life time ago. I thought that life would have gone in the past like all of the other things that…
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  • love
    April 13, 2024
    Love, what is love? This bond that is unbreakable that can sink to unimageable depths that can recover from anything. Is there such a thing in this world? I only get hurt from time and time again. Its not liked I do not try but I sit there with so much alcohol fused relationships that…
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  • The monster
    April 12, 2024
    There was always this dark monster that always carry with me. Some sort of anger that is filled with so much rage because all I want is peace. I can see it but I do not get it myself. That monster in me, hurts myself to find true happiness in this crazy life. It sits…
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  • April 10,2024
    April 10, 2024
    There is another day that goes by that I do not speak what is on my mind and here it goes, for time and time again. I grew to never speak about what is on my mind for as long as I ever known. That doesn't mean that I do not people watch and wonder…
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