I am relatively successful professionally, but nevertheless feel unfulfilled most times. Life has been good on the outside, but inside the head it has been a constant struggle.

But then, things do change !

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Triple S (Sex, Stocks, Screen)

June 28, 2019
Today, I am making these positive choices for myself, to break free from the following tendencies.  Sex: sex is fine, but having it grip your mind constantly is unhealthy and bad for a good happy life. It manifests itself as frequently looking at people around in sexual ways (e.g. looking at wome...
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