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  • Wounds.
    March 7, 2019
    “There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.”
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  • Morning sex.
    March 7, 2019
    My fiancé got out of work at 3:30am, so when he got home he showered and woke me up. It’s now, like 4:30-5am. He woke me and we began to have sex. Our second attempt this week. I love having sex with him, I love the way he makes me feel. But sometimes, I feel…
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  • Here.
    March 6, 2019
    "I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here. So, how can I find my way? Is there a chain saw of the soul, an ax I can take to my memories or fears?" —​ Speak
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  • I see you.
    March 6, 2019
    I hate when I’m reading comments online and people victim shame. If you’ve never been sexually abused you can’t even imagine how hard it is to come to terms with your truth. I have to look at my cousin during family parties, and even sometimes at his parents house(he lives there), sometimes my au...
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  • Engaged AF.
    February 28, 2019
    On Dec 25th, my fiancé asked my daughter to be his daughter. Her reaction was priceless. Then he dropped down on one knee, and asked me to be his wife. My family is complete.
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  • First marriage.
    February 28, 2019
    My first marriage was horrible. He was so bad to me, but I thought once we got married all that bull shit would end. I was 22. Young and naive. Even the way we decided to get married, was stupid. He sat next to me and was like I want you to be my wife.…
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  • Asset 5
    Brunch.
    February 27, 2019
    My two former coworkers and I, decided to catch up and go to brunch. Newley, engaged, I couldn’t wait to show them my ring and tell them all about my proposal. We went to one of favorite brunch spots. I had steak and eggs, and about 100 pitchers of mimosas. One of my girls, was…
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  • Mother dearest.
    February 27, 2019
    My mother and I. Me and my mother. We just DONT GET ALONG. We love each other, BUT there’s a disconnect between us.  my mom continues to fall into unhealthy relationships. especially the one that she’s in now. Ugh. I can’t stand him. He cheats on her,  talks down to her, makes her feel like…
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  • It’s been a while.
    February 24, 2019
    I haven’t had the strength to continue writing. But I’m back. Sometimes my brain is so scrambled, I can’t even get a thought out. So much has happened since the last time I’ve written in my diary. Breakdowns and break throughs. I’m really just trying to be more happy.  But when I think of being&h...
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