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Wedding drama pt 2!

September 6, 2019
So get this, my mom was obsessed with the fact that someone in our family didn’t put up the money, literally talking everyone’s ear off. Now, that person, literally calls me to tell me she has the money, wants to go, and tells me to make it happen. The place is already reserved for the…
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