A confused women just trying to get by in this strange strange world that we live in

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Im lossing it

May 23, 2020
I feel like im tossing my mind. I am trying to keep it together its not working. I have such an over analysing brain that I just don't know how to be a normal person that "Dates" I always screw things up. I meet a really nice guy last night, had a coffee with him…
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    March 27, 2020
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