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• IDFWU

  March 19, 2020

  I'm still super upset. I would just leave his ass at home and go see my mom but they are talking about a shutdown and she is 4 hours away. If they shut everything down and I cant get back to him for days and then what? Then I get a DCF  call. Seriously, I…

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• Giving up…..

  March 19, 2020

  What do you do when you want to give up? Not just on life but on just everything going on in your life. My son is being so disrespectful and just hurtful. He's 15 years old and I know he's going through the hormones or whatever but when you have given up your whole life…

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• Today

  March 19, 2020

  So today I am determined to make this a good day. I'm gonna try to get through this day. Today I have decided I am not going to ait around and cry. I'm going to focus . I'm going to get my work done. I'm going to feel ok.

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• Transitions…..

  March 17, 2020

  It's so many things going on right now. I recently moved me and my son to central Florida from south Florida. I just needed a change. But things are so lonely here. For me and for my son. We still travel back and forth to South Florida to visit family, his old dojo, and our…

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• Today has been…..

  March 16, 2020

  I'm feeling sad today. I'm in this weird place. I don't know. I don't feel like being sad today or talking about how sad I am. I'm just feeling sad. I worked a lot today. I had like 7 or 8 clients. It was a long day. They were all panicked over the virus and…

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• The Beat Keeps going on…..

  March 15, 2020

  I feel like I'm on a roller coaster. It's like I feel down and depressed for days. I cry. I cry and I cry. Then I have a day where the sun comes out and I think I have turned a corner. I wake up ready to work. Ready to help people. Then my client…

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• Hurting

  March 12, 2020

  I'm at this place that I don't understand. I mean, my rational mind understands it. I'm a Licensed Clinical Social Worker. I do feelings and thoughts for a living. I know all about the grieving process and processing loss and using coping skills. I know how to say things to make everyone feel bet...

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• Here I am again

  May 27, 2012

  Here I am again. Ive been away for  a few years but it seems like I always find my way back to this site. Its like I come here when I am trying to find myself in some way that even i don't quiet understand. Right now I am sitting in Starbucks trying to compete…

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• Respiratory Today

  October 22, 2010

    Good morning to me! LOL! I’m just waking up because I got off from work at 7 am. Then 45 minute commute. Now I got to be back at work at 3 pm. It is a crazy schedule but, you know what? It hasn’t been THAT bad. I mean- I am doing it so…

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