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Time to change.

January 10, 2021
The garden looks empty with all the leaves missing from our trees. It's been frosty the last week or two, but the weather seems to have taken a damp turn today. I do miss the white, fresh feeling of frost and snow. It always makes me feel like the world has been wiped clean, ready…
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