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Work/It happened again

August 12, 2019
Work has been a lot lately there was recently a system change and with that it is more work on me and my work bestie, they even simplified things how things are done but that's not helping to me. There not understanding we use to get help and now we're not because everybody else is focusing…
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Recent Entries

  • Same old song and dance
    August 11, 2019
    I mentioned in my previous entry that Mike daughters been on my mind a lot, of course they would be because the starting back school tomorrow. My name sake will be going into the 8th grade, last year of middle school I hope she enjoys it. Her older sister is going into the 10th I…
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  • Spending all my nights reading text from you…
    August 11, 2019
    Well it haven't been all my nights just 3 out of 7 till after 1am and it also include some Facebook messages. You may ask why and I'm not completely sure...maybe because his girls been on my mind a lot or maybe as a comfort to me. I guess the bright side is I didn't go into listening to the…
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  • emotionally invested in them
    July 1, 2019
    This past week was Mike oldest birthday I was checking to see if his sister post anything online and she did. She looks more grown up since last pic I saw of her last year when his sister posted. I am really wanting to see a pic of my name sake, last pic I have of…
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  • even back then
    June 26, 2019
    It's crazy, you know how they say the more things change the more they stay the same...that is true or somewhat true I just read a relationship entry from 2008 it was about Mike. It's funny how so in love with him I was even back then, here's an excerpt I wrote about him from back then…
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  • Real talk – a lot of us need to watch/hear this
    June 11, 2019
    https://youtu.be/QkMJI1ssFn8
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  • Wedding/realization
    June 2, 2019
    My cousin wedding went well and I had a good time, even though it started late and it was outside. We were sweating buckets for a while, no lie I lost 2 pounds. It was good seeing some family and extended family that haven't seen since we moved about 15 years ago. They say things don't work…
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  • this weekend event
    May 31, 2019
    My cousin is getting married this weekend...tomorrow to be exact. My sister and mom are working and my dad is off fishing. So I will be attending alone and I'm good with that because what's been on my mind more than my cousin wedding is that it will be a perfect time probably the only time to go ...
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  • One year since his death
    May 6, 2019
    It's been a while but one year has come and gone since Mike died...the man that I had set was for me, the man I truly believed I had a future with. It seems so unreal he's been gone a year, but I can't explain in what way. I have watched a soap and tv…
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  • Realized
    April 1, 2019
    I was watching wrestling tonight and this brawl broke out between 3 female wrestlers and it was the funniest thing I laughed so hard but after the moment was bitter sweet because I would of shared that or talk about it with Mike, he would of loved every part of it. Even though I miss him…
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