Recent Entries

• Another hit to my soul

  September 29, 2019

  This past Friday (9/27/19) a little after 2am I suffered another hit to my soul when I lost my 12 yr old cat that I had since she was a kitten. Again another death that was unexpected and meant so much to me, she was my first pet...the oldest of the three. The vet nurse told me…

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• Words would never hurt me…

  August 26, 2019

  That's clearly a lie because they do hurt, they actually sting. Last weekend I felt that from my mom, mind you it's been a while since my mom actually hurt my feeling that way, I believe it hasn't been since middle school otherwise I usually just ignore things she says. My mom usually tells me wh...

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• Work/It happened again

  August 12, 2019

  Work has been a lot lately there was recently a system change and with that it is more work on me and my work bestie, they even simplified things how things are done but that's not helping to me. There not understanding we use to get help and now we're not because everybody else is focusing…

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• Same old song and dance

  August 11, 2019

  I mentioned in my previous entry that Mike daughters been on my mind a lot, of course they would be because the starting back school tomorrow. My name sake will be going into the 8th grade, last year of middle school I hope she enjoys it. Her older sister is going into the 10th I…

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• Spending all my nights reading text from you…

  August 11, 2019

  Well it haven't been all my nights just 3 out of 7 till after 1am and it also include some Facebook messages. You may ask why and I'm not completely sure...maybe because his girls been on my mind a lot or maybe as a comfort to me. I guess the bright side is I didn't go into listening to the…

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• emotionally invested in them

  July 1, 2019

  This past week was Mike oldest birthday I was checking to see if his sister post anything online and she did. She looks more grown up since last pic I saw of her last year when his sister posted. I am really wanting to see a pic of my name sake, last pic I have of…

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• even back then

  June 26, 2019

  It's crazy, you know how they say the more things change the more they stay the same...that is true or somewhat true I just read a relationship entry from 2008 it was about Mike. It's funny how so in love with him I was even back then, here's an excerpt I wrote about him from back then…

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• Real talk – a lot of us need to watch/hear this

  June 11, 2019

  https://youtu.be/QkMJI1ssFn8

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• Wedding/realization

  June 2, 2019

  My cousin wedding went well and I had a good time, even though it started late and it was outside. We were sweating buckets for a while, no lie I lost 2 pounds. It was good seeing some family and extended family that haven't seen since we moved about 15 years ago. They say things don't work…

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