Recent Entries

• even back then

  June 26, 2019

  It's crazy, you know how they say the more things change the more they stay the same...that is true or somewhat true I just read a relationship entry from 2008 it was about Mike. It's funny how so in love with him I was even back then, here's an excerpt I wrote about him from back then…

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• Real talk – a lot of us need to watch/hear this

  June 11, 2019

  https://youtu.be/QkMJI1ssFn8

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• Wedding/realization

  June 2, 2019

  My cousin wedding went well and I had a good time, even though it started late and it was outside. We were sweating buckets for a while, no lie I lost 2 pounds. It was good seeing some family and extended family that haven't seen since we moved about 15 years ago. They say things don't work…

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• this weekend event

  May 31, 2019

  My cousin is getting married this weekend...tomorrow to be exact. My sister and mom are working and my dad is off fishing. So I will be attending alone and I'm good with that because what's been on my mind more than my cousin wedding is that it will be a perfect time probably the only time to go ...

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• One year since his death

  May 6, 2019

  It's been a while but one year has come and gone since Mike died...the man that I had set was for me, the man I truly believed I had a future with. It seems so unreal he's been gone a year, but I can't explain in what way. I have watched a soap and tv…

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• Realized

  April 1, 2019

  I was watching wrestling tonight and this brawl broke out between 3 female wrestlers and it was the funniest thing I laughed so hard but after the moment was bitter sweet because I would of shared that or talk about it with Mike, he would of loved every part of it. Even though I miss him…

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• vacation over

  March 31, 2019

  Well back to work for me tomorrow time went so fast I had a list of shows I needed to catch up on or watch, I only got 1 show crossed off the list. I'm sure it didn't help that one of my days I got myself caught up in Spring Baking Championship for most of…

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• Good day/update

  March 20, 2019

  I was driving into work this morning and the weather alone put me in a good mood. It was nice and cool in Central Florida with the sun shining and I was like this is a good day, a good beach day for me at least. When I was driving with my windows down and seeing…

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• I don’t know why

  March 10, 2019

  Hey everyone on Friday I went to work fine then after a while I had this feeling of wanting to cry come over me after a bit the tears just started coming on and off then it stopped after a while I don't know why or what the exact cause was but it had happened one…

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