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emotionally invested in them

July 1, 2019
This past week was Mike oldest birthday I was checking to see if his sister post anything online and she did. She looks more grown up since last pic I saw of her last year when his sister posted. I am really wanting to see a pic of my name sake, last pic I have of…
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  • even back then
    June 26, 2019
    It's crazy, you know how they say the more things change the more they stay the same...that is true or somewhat true I just read a relationship entry from 2008 it was about Mike. It's funny how so in love with him I was even back then, here's an excerpt I wrote about him from back then…
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  • Real talk – a lot of us need to watch/hear this
    June 11, 2019
    https://youtu.be/QkMJI1ssFn8
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  • Wedding/realization
    June 2, 2019
    My cousin wedding went well and I had a good time, even though it started late and it was outside. We were sweating buckets for a while, no lie I lost 2 pounds. It was good seeing some family and extended family that haven't seen since we moved about 15 years ago. They say things don't work…
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  • this weekend event
    May 31, 2019
    My cousin is getting married this weekend...tomorrow to be exact. My sister and mom are working and my dad is off fishing. So I will be attending alone and I'm good with that because what's been on my mind more than my cousin wedding is that it will be a perfect time probably the only time to go ...
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  • One year since his death
    May 6, 2019
    It's been a while but one year has come and gone since Mike died...the man that I had set was for me, the man I truly believed I had a future with. It seems so unreal he's been gone a year, but I can't explain in what way. I have watched a soap and tv…
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  • Realized
    April 1, 2019
    I was watching wrestling tonight and this brawl broke out between 3 female wrestlers and it was the funniest thing I laughed so hard but after the moment was bitter sweet because I would of shared that or talk about it with Mike, he would of loved every part of it. Even though I miss him…
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  • vacation over
    March 31, 2019
    Well back to work for me tomorrow time went so fast I had a list of shows I needed to catch up on or watch, I only got 1 show crossed off the list. I'm sure it didn't help that one of my days I got myself caught up in Spring Baking Championship for most of…
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  • Good day/update
    March 20, 2019
    I was driving into work this morning and the weather alone put me in a good mood. It was nice and cool in Central Florida with the sun shining and I was like this is a good day, a good beach day for me at least. When I was driving with my windows down and seeing…
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  • I don’t know why
    March 10, 2019
    Hey everyone on Friday I went to work fine then after a while I had this feeling of wanting to cry come over me after a bit the tears just started coming on and off then it stopped after a while I don't know why or what the exact cause was but it had happened one…
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