Recent Entries

• Same old song and dance

  August 11, 2019

  I mentioned in my previous entry that Mike daughters been on my mind a lot, of course they would be because the starting back school tomorrow. My name sake will be going into the 8th grade, last year of middle school I hope she enjoys it. Her older sister is going into the 10th I…

  Continue Reading...

• Spending all my nights reading text from you…

  August 11, 2019

  Well it haven't been all my nights just 3 out of 7 till after 1am and it also include some Facebook messages. You may ask why and I'm not completely sure...maybe because his girls been on my mind a lot or maybe as a comfort to me. I guess the bright side is I didn't go into listening to the…

  Continue Reading...

• emotionally invested in them

  July 1, 2019

  This past week was Mike oldest birthday I was checking to see if his sister post anything online and she did. She looks more grown up since last pic I saw of her last year when his sister posted. I am really wanting to see a pic of my name sake, last pic I have of…

  Continue Reading...

• even back then

  June 26, 2019

  It's crazy, you know how they say the more things change the more they stay the same...that is true or somewhat true I just read a relationship entry from 2008 it was about Mike. It's funny how so in love with him I was even back then, here's an excerpt I wrote about him from back then…

  Continue Reading...

• Real talk – a lot of us need to watch/hear this

  June 11, 2019

  https://youtu.be/QkMJI1ssFn8

  Continue Reading...

• Wedding/realization

  June 2, 2019

  My cousin wedding went well and I had a good time, even though it started late and it was outside. We were sweating buckets for a while, no lie I lost 2 pounds. It was good seeing some family and extended family that haven't seen since we moved about 15 years ago. They say things don't work…

  Continue Reading...

• this weekend event

  May 31, 2019

  My cousin is getting married this weekend...tomorrow to be exact. My sister and mom are working and my dad is off fishing. So I will be attending alone and I'm good with that because what's been on my mind more than my cousin wedding is that it will be a perfect time probably the only time to go ...

  Continue Reading...

• One year since his death

  May 6, 2019

  It's been a while but one year has come and gone since Mike died...the man that I had set was for me, the man I truly believed I had a future with. It seems so unreal he's been gone a year, but I can't explain in what way. I have watched a soap and tv…

  Continue Reading...

• Realized

  April 1, 2019

  I was watching wrestling tonight and this brawl broke out between 3 female wrestlers and it was the funniest thing I laughed so hard but after the moment was bitter sweet because I would of shared that or talk about it with Mike, he would of loved every part of it. Even though I miss him…

  Continue Reading...