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• Update: dog and name sake

  July 30, 2024

  Hey, I got my dog ashes back this past Friday, came back quicker that I thought. But happy to get them, my mom wants him in den, but bring him in to my room at night for now. Now my focus is making sure other dog is good, and she seems to be alright. As…

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• Had to put him down 😢

  July 24, 2024

  Hey had to put my dog down Monday morning. He got bad over weekend, which broke my heart. You know it's harder to have to put a pet down than see them die natural, it just hits different.With both I pat them as they passed, my cat yes I cried with dog omg I ugly…

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• Bad news about dog

  June 29, 2024

  Found out this week one of dogs has Lymphoma, his breathing has gotten heavier so took him in. Both my dogs were just at vet for yearly at end of April. They did test him for cushing disease, but that came back good. Then they wanted to test him for thyroid but I declined, but that…

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• How long has it been?

  May 9, 2024

  It's been 6 months since I written on here. It's been 6 years since Mike passed, I still think about him and still wonder about his girl, yes I still stalk his sister social. My name sake graduates at the end of the month, her prom is either this weekend or next. I will be…

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• Could he be more than I bargain for?

  November 15, 2023

  Hey been a while, I didn't know what to title this. But let me fill you in on recent somewhat dating developments. Started messaging with a guy in military last Monday, he has been laying it on thick. The day before I come home from work to this message: Its another beautiful night here, i'm…

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• Rant – I’m no maid or servant

  October 20, 2022

  Hey it's been a while. So I'm a home body, I am usually home every weekend. Unless I go to a movie I really want to see on the big screen. Once in a blue moon sometimes I go some place with a friend of mine that use to work with on like a Saturday…

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• Overly Concerned?

  May 24, 2022

  It might be because the plan was I was going to be apart of their life/in their life. We were going to be a family me him and the girls against the world living a life in North Carolina. Even though the plans were his plan for us I agreed with it. I could see it…

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• Where does the time go

  May 20, 2022

  Mike sister posted last weekend and I was so glad to see that his oldest went to prom. I cannot believe this is her senior year. She has grown up so much and part of that her teen years without her father, she seems to be doing good. Prom down and graduation to go, where…

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• Had a down weekend

  April 27, 2022

  Hey it's been a bit, hope everyone is well. It's was a reminiscing weekend it's been 4 years since his death as of last weekend. Last weekend I was fine but this weekend I was not, it has been a while but I was down over the weekend. I went back and read all the…

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