Started an Open Diary in 1998 but deleted it, have had this one since 2005. I live in Oregon with my friend Reed and our two cats.

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February 28, 2019
The last half of February has been a trainwreck. I got a cold, this awful weather blew in, and my mood took a nose dive. I ran out of antidepressants and ate too much bad stuff and didn't feel like going any where. I had this big disappointing situation at my job. I gained all…
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  • February Ups and Downs
    February 20, 2019
    I started out the month spending good quality time with Caspar. Caspar struggles with mental health issues like I do and talks about it with me in ways I can talk about it with other people. We had a great day hiking at Mt. Tabor  and we've soaked in the book store therapy of Powells…
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  • The DnD Session That Wasn’t
    January 27, 2019
    We had DnD yesterday and right from the start it was disorganized. The first hour and a half was really just us eating lunch and yakking. When we did start DM Sean said he had to change what happened at the end last time to fit in with the timeline, leaving us with three game…
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  • Setbacks
    January 24, 2019
    Boy this sure hasn't been easy  The other day at work I had to get up at five after working until 10pm and got maybe four hours of sleep .The lack of sleep and the winter depression combined forces and I had a work meltdown involving my friend and coworker that I had to apologize…
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  • Some Days Are Hard
    January 20, 2019
    I have a few rough days in my journey lately.  There were a few days I couldn't get to the gym and I ran out of antidepressants  so things were getting pretty gloomy. I got my refill, got back to the gym, and downloaded a food and calorie tracking app to help me out a…
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  • Progress
    January 13, 2019
    My progress in my project is admittedly difficult to measure, but I'll try. Im in the second week of the year and I started before the year ended. I've been pretty consistently using the concentration game from the book Mind hacking every day. It's basically meditation, trying to concentrate and ...
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  • My Year of Demonsterification
    January 8, 2019
    I decided before 2018 even ended that I was going to spend this new year trying to make myself less of a monster. For a few years now, since I left Mississippi and moved in with Reed, I've just been acting however I want. If I'm mad, I get really mad. All the time. If…
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  • Currents: Holiday Gratitude
    December 23, 2018
    I have a big annoying project I'm going to be starting with the new year but I'm still working out the details before starting to write about it on here. Also, this is just a stressful time of year, so I'm doing a 'currents' entry :) Current Book: Current Food: Current Music: https://youtu.be/6cI...
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    November 27, 2018
    I don't even want to talk about anything except what I've been reading and watching. We've been watching the Canadian TV show Slings and Arrows, it is wonderful and related to Shakespeare, but the third season deals with King Lear and we were unfamiliar so we watched the modernized Anthony Hopkin...
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  • Oh Nojomo I didn’t…
    November 13, 2018
    Ok so I didn't make it. I've always started strong then fizzle out. In my defense, I got my flu shot the other day and I've been experiencing side effects every day since that have been making me miserable. The last few days at work have been pretty awful with the flu symptoms and all…
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