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• A better day today

  May 24, 2021

  Yesterday (Sun 23 May) was a bad day. Don't know why. I got up with no energy, and just discovered that I forgot to take the meds the previous night. All the hiccups with the fb group made me upset and then forget to take my meds.   I spent a good portion of the…

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• A few admin stuff…

  May 22, 2021

  Just to inform you of a few admin stuff. Today, in an unexpected conversation, re the group we created, the two Cs have jointly decided that they want to approve members' posts. I mean, men, what... I don't have that level of energy. And the other two, of course, are not doing a thing. Still.&hel...

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• Will live a … respectable life…

  May 21, 2021

  It's funny, just today I feel like I will change my lifestyle a little bit. I will live more... normal, I will be less wild. Life may be a bit less exciting, but maybe I get to the age that I can't handle that much volatility in my life. It's time to become more ...…

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• Recovering and to do list…

  May 19, 2021

  It has been 3 weeks since 29 April. Time flies so fast. I have gone through volatile feelings during these three weeks. But things are getting clearer, I guess. Or it certainly seems so. I have COVID vaccine today, first dose, Pfizer. Not really sure if I will get any bad side effect yet, oh…

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• A long period of dull days ahead

  May 18, 2021

  Tomorrow i will have covid vaccine, 1st dose, Pfizer. Left arm started to feel the pain since yesterday, for anticipation? I don't know. Home is still the same - husband does not fare much better. Kid still does online learning at home. I'm struggling with my research, in fact, i haven't been abl...

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• And I see you again today.

  May 16, 2021

  I'm glad that I can see you again today. I feel like a surge of energy. I feel happy for you, at least you can socialize, re-connrct to your friends and live your life as normal.   I will stay here and will write when i want to. As volatile as I am... Take care…

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• Package

  May 15, 2021

  The package I sent you has arrived yesterday, according to the tracking information. Of course, without knowing your schedule, I don't know if you have received it yet. Maybe yesterday, maybe today, maybe Monday next week. I have a feeling that you have received it already. And if so, maybe you w...

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• Just plain sad today…

  May 10, 2021

  I don't know - just plain sad today. Yesterday was Mother's Day. There was not much celebration at home. My husband was still in really bad anxiety. He could not even call his Mom to say Happy Mother's Day, so I called her wishing her a happy Mother's Day. She was very kind, she sent…

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• Letter 1

  May 8, 2021

  I wrote a letter to you last night, a hand-written letter. This is not the first letter I wrote to you since we are apart, but I'd send this one first. The other one, more sentimental, will be sent later, after I finish your birthday gift. Yes, your birthday gift, this year, you will also…

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