Ugh.. what a weekend.. Just a waste. Everything seems to be anymore. I can’t find anything to look forward to. I ate a whole pizza this evening.. Because I am disgusting and out of control. I feel so empty..
I use the reasoning that I will just start my strict diet tomorrow… yeah yeah.. I have made this promise before. Over and over. I was thinking about getting up early in the morning to go to the gym.. but it a lot later than I wanted to get to bed already.. So maybe I will just set my alarm to get up and do some free weight lifting in the morning. Maybe do a little yoga.
I fuck up.. I fuck it up every single fucking time.
What is wrong with me….?
I feel so disconnected with everything.