Rebirth.

I'm quite a sinner. Or in other words, I do my best to disobey God.The thing is, I like to keep him on his toes. What happens is he tells me what's best for me, and then I do the exact opposite. Oh!, it's just the funniest thing...it's, it's like Lucy and Ricky, yelling "you…

I talked to a man just now who works just down the hall from me. (The location I work at is housed within a christian counseling center, which also houses people who do accupuncture and botox injections, both of which are christian-owned.)Marriage has been on my mind a lot lately. So have naked w...

The Earth is pretty beautiful, and I've spent most of my intermitent free time staring at the sky and wondering about stars and how small we all are and most of the time I seem to stay out there, far away from Earth, or looking away from it. Even when I look at people, I…

I don't know why I'm not enjoying life very much. I seem to do a lot better if I accept my loneliness. I make myself a little sick.I got back from Bonnaroo a few days ago.I masturbate like I'm shooting up. It seems right now like I'm not tending to my relationship. I say that…

I think I stay in too much. I've spent the last 3 days celebrating one of my good friend's from high school's wedding, Josh.At his bachelor party we smoked cigars and watched "Brokeback Mountain". What a night!I met a girl who was a bridesmaid. Her name was Elizabeth, and I ended up converting he...

My heart has been acting up for the past few days, maybe because I gained too much weight and my heart isn't used to my horrible blood pressure? And I feel dizzy about 3 or 4 times a minute, and I'm scared. It also might be that it has to do with my getting off…

Tonight I had what I would call the first demon dream I’ve had in nearly a year (when I first moved in here I believe I had one) and it was, in the dream, like an electrocution to my chest, and I knew what it was, and I prayed to God that I only worshiped…

1) I would honestly say just that seeing others talk about what it means has led me this way. I was baptized as a child, but I want to say it now: I have been re-born.2) Summit is the first church I've come to that I truly feel to be My Church, in the sense…

One thing the Republicans have going for them is they pull in the religious vote, I guess because they're "moral" but more because they campaign it very much that they are, indeed, "moral". Therefore Democrats tend to be characterized as the nihilists, scavengers going to anywhere they'll get a v...

I just was standing in the hallway at work, with my eyes closed, and I realized thatGod is my friend.