The Old

I had a breakthrough yesterday.  The same one that I've had time and time again and will continue to have in the future.  As little as a year ago, I was depressed, horribly depressed.  And now, now I'm sad and down at times, and while I can feel the depression creeping in once in a…

I've been hounded to write more.  ::chuckles:: It seems that the first thing she tells me when we talk again, is "Write, dammit!" She's such a dork. I've been... alive.  Not dead yet.  Which is always a good thing, no? I just have been existing, living day to day, trying to do what I need…

Come away, little lamb, come away to the water... I've been down again, in a deep depression, and I don't know how to get out. I tried to talk to Steve about it, and he blew up at me.  I should have known, he has so much fire in his nature that it's like talking…

It's been a hell of a week. My uncle died so I spent a lot of time with my mom and sadly, with Court.  Everything was fine until a couple days in, when he got pissed off at me because I asked him what was for dinner.  ::shakes her head:: I ended up going home…

It's been months and months since I last wrote.  And in those months, a lot has changed. First off, I'm no longer seeing anyone.  Court and I split ages and ages ago, and I called it off with Bon a while ago too.  I still love her and I still miss her, but I wasn't…

Work, work, work, maile, maile, maile, sleep, eat, work, work, work, maile, maile, maile, etc. etc. etc. The summer season of shows has started and all I'm doing is maile and work, and work, and maile. I'm moving out of my place already... it was when the landlady was talking to me about how she&...

I finally did it.  I finally moved out of the house. Not the "I'll spend half my time here, half my time out" kind of moved out that I was dealing with earlier - I spent half my time at Catrina and Podling's place and half at home.  No, I'm actually moved, I'm living in…

Full Persian slave collar.  It comes with a lock and key.   Handflowers. ^.^ I'm in love with these things right now... actually have six of them finished.  

  Prompt for the day: Describe yourself in one word. Find a song title that includes that word.   My word: Contradiction.   The song:   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_imLJAjXMiA   The Contradiction - Celtic Woman

So I'm not going with the prompt today.. bad way to start the FebMusMo, but maybe without going with the prompt, I'll stick with it longer than three days. ::sigh:: I'm so bad at these.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfheygJNqOg (they won't let me embed it. >.< Bastards!) This is wha...