I have to keep trying to do the things that I love. I need to find my beads. I need to set up a craft area. I need to get a folding card table. These need to be priorities. Because I am loosing my damn mind. And I need something to do with my hands. I need to write. And play music. Does weed make it worse? When I smoke, I don’t do the things I love as much. But I love weed. But I also hate weed. Because sometimes it makes your anxiety worse. And that’s the phase I’m in. :X Panic attacks 4 days in a row.