#personal

Do you ever get over someone I wonder.  I have accomplished a lot but I will never love not after Robert Littlejohn or Jeff Brown. I don't know what was one worse. Both had problems and one was too religious and pious for his own and poisoned by his father and mother religion and their…

And that’s what mother said. A truth so undeniable and so obvious, yet so hard for me to face. A tool that has been with me since birth. She told me I cried a lot as a baby, and I sing a lot when I’m home alone now. I use my voice all the time.…

February 22, 2021 It's that time of year where winter has seemed to be going on for 6 months, even though it is only the second month of the year. We are having more snow than previous years, which has caused me to crash one car, pop a tire on another, and get stuck 2…

Until now, I'm still anxious about how I'll finish my thesis. A month has already passed and I'm still here, trying to contemplate about life. I'm questioning everything after I failed on my first try. Questioning whether if I'm still on the right track or not. If I still have a future in this. I...

You ever get the feeling your friends don't like you so much as just kinda tolerate you.

Oh Diary, how I have missed you.  Oh, there were attempts to keep in touch, apps, books, notes, blogs.... but no one I loved as much as you.  No one who I wanted to talk to as much.  Silly, probably, but hey, when you tell someone your secrets, even if you erase some so no…